Saturday, May 9, 2009

Silver lining.

SO. I just finished watching America's Next Top Model - Cycle 11! God, I love that show. But how did Samantha make it to the top 2? She reminds me of freaking Cindy Brady. I'm just bitter because I was rooting for Analeigh. My apologies. Anyway, I love watching that show because it inspires me to give a damn about how I look. Not in a superficial sense. But as a confidence booster. If you know you look good, then you feel good. &Confidence can make a girl look more attractive than any make-up can. Fiiiieerrceee!

Death Cab For Cutie is going to be at the Greek Theatre in July. I really want to see them but since the Greek Theatre is such an expensive venue, the tickets are super pricey. Sho shad.

BUT I do get to watch Mae tonight in San Francisco! I'm so excited. The last time I saw them was at Warped Tour...2004? That sounds about right. WOW. 5 years ago? So intense. I can't wait!

I only have finals on May 18 &19 so I've got so much time to study. But I guess I haven't gotten into study mode. I'm not feeling the fear and stress yet. I better get started early though. I can't believe the year is almost over. I'll be on my way home in exactly 2 weeks! Bittersweet. That's the only word to describe it.

Dear Amazing,
Remember this? Takes you back, doesn't it? I just wanted to tell you that everything is going to be just fine. You just have to trust.
XOXO,
Rachelle Ann

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Running on empty.

Selfish. Condescending. Proud. Cruel. Spiteful. Angry. Critical. Judgemental. Impatient. Callous. Ugly.

I don't blame you.
I wouldn't want me either.