I don't know why my mood shifts so suddenly. Peter can make me feel like I'm on top of the world. Yet within the next minute, it's as if nothing he can say or do can ever make me happy. I know it must be frustrating for him, but I don't know why it happens. And an unintentional but negative tone from him can leave me in tears. An 18-year-old college student on the outside, and a 50-year-old menopausal wreck on the inside. Cue the hot flashes.
Speaking of hot... Bikram Yoga is the most challenging thing I've ever done in my life. I've never pushed myself as hard as I have in those 90-minute sessions. If you're up for something new and something that could potentially kick your ass, I suggest you give it a shot.
I've been getting headaches for the past two nights. It's kind of freaking me out because what if I have some sort of brain tumor and I just don't know. Terrifying, right? Seemingly innocent headaches could prevent me from waking up the next morning. How bleak. Maybe I'm just tired. Looking back on my week, I didn't give myself much time to relax. Granted, time spent in front of a computer can count as relaxation, but maybe that's the source of my fatigue. I'm just trying really hard to be on top of my game. But I'm afraid it'll start taking it's toll on my health.
Why are Women's One A Day multivitamins so damn enormous? I feel like I'm swallowing a submarine everytime I remember to take one.
Okay. I'm going to bed now without talking to my boyfriend because he decided to sign up for a morning class on Saturdays. I'm mad because he's not staying up to talk to me since he has to get up early. I'm selfish and the world revolves around me. Basically. (I really suck.)
16 years ago
