Spring '09

The new semester has just begun. I'm well aware of the mistakes I made last semester so hopefully I'll do better this time around. Especially with buying books! &Getting the classes I want is harder than I expected but I hope everything will work out.

The trip back to Berkeley was a difficult one. After leaving home multiple times, I thought it would get easier. But walking away from Peter toward my gate at the airport always leaves me in tears. It's hard, and I know it's always going to be hard. It's just a painful fact to accept.

I really miss him. And I tried my best to get him good presents on his birthday. And I tried not to give him a hard time. And I wish he was here. And it's hard not having him around. And I'm going to marry him. And we're going to have a beautiful life together. And as hard as it is right now, I'm going to stick around for as long as it takes. And we are going to have cute ass babies. And I love him very, very much. Forever and ever until the end of time.

It's not easy but it's very worth it. Right, babe?

But anyway. Enough about that. As lonely as I felt leaving home, seeing everyone at Cal made me feel better. I guess I just gotta get back into the swing of things. Secret Santa with the roomies was a success. Except we all figured out who had who so it wasn't a secret at all. But who cares. The weather here is absolutely perfect. Cool and cloudy beats hot and sunny any day.

My classes start at either 9:30am or 10am, which is totally different from my later classes last semester. But it kinda feels good to be up early. I should be out of class by 2 on most days, if my schedule works out. &I successfully managed to get have no class on Fridays. Amazing!

I don't blog very often. But I'm pretty sure that Peter is the only one who's going to read this. My #1 fan. ILY!

Okay. Until next time, Blogger.