Drained

Today, I read for so long that the words on the page began to blur. And it freaked me out.

It's been awhile since I've made an entry. My first semester in college is coming to a close. I've got three finals this week, and I feel absolutely unprepared. How anyone is expected to deal with this shit for four years is beyond me. I'm probably making it harder than it really should be. Next semester will be better. I know it.

It's been a long time since I have felt this empty. Why can't I make up my mind?