Regression

Nothing sucks more than knowing that a year ago you used to be thinner but you've gained it all back.

Life sucks. People suck. And now I realize that all I can do is rely on myself.

I'm gonna handle my shit, and I'll be damned it anyone tries to stop me.

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Your parents are always right. In retrospect, had I listened to what they said, I'd probably be better off.

Within the past year, I feel as though I've lost my drive. My focus. My determination. Everything that has propelled me to where I want to be. And now that I'm here, I've given away so much of myself that I can never get back. Ever.

As sunny as it appears outside my window, Monday morning feels as bleak as ever. What a way to start off my week -- crying before my bowl of cereal.